Speechless But Hurting

I just hate myself for liking you
Have you ever wondered what am I going through
It is so hard for me to give up on you
Every night I will cry and ask myself
Why did I fall for you?

I just can't say much
Cause I have no reason for liking you
Knowing that you are not mine
It even hurt me more
Do you know that?
Letting you go is one of the hardest things to do in my life.

Let me tell you this
If you don't like me
Please stop staring at me and stop acting like you do love me
In order for me to stop having feelings for you
Let's work together to stop it together.