Oneness with life...

My heart beats, pulsing through my body.
I breath in and breath out only to find the beating getting harder.
Bumboo bumboo...
The beats pulses through my ear, filling the fluid with soundways, soon to being the only noise I hear...
bumboo bumboo....
Only feeling this late at night, when all is calm, quiet and sleeping. Laying alone, in fetal position, with two pillows on either side. Feeling of save, relaxation and protection come to mind, body and spirit.
The calmer the body gets the harder it is to breath.
The calmer the body gets he harder the heart beats.
The harder the heart beats, the lauder it gets. The louder it gets the more I thibk
..........."is this what it feels like when someone is about to die"...........
the calming of the body, the heart beating harder, the struggle to breath....if that is the case....
.....They get the most intense, oneness with themselves....
You see, they get the last taste of what it's like to truly be present in ones body. They get a gift called ONENESS WITH LIFE.