When hurt becomes the norm.

Lying and sneaking that can't be undone
Doubt, distrust and anguish I can't outrun
The chameleon is broken stuck in an albino hue
Can no longer deny the inevitable clues
Crippling the mind, body and spirit
Unable to ignore the common threads
A life lesson learned that is stuck in my head
Reality sets in
Can no longer deny
I am the infidel in this immodest hell