my poem #2

my poems #2
They say that
life,
has a meaning.
But i always wanted to see the
bigger picture.

A bigger picture
than the one
against the wall.

I went for days
without care,
days,
without love.
And days without someone asking me,
if I'm okay.

Maybe it's all that i needed,
that one stupid question.
There were days that i said,
I can't take it anymore,
days where I said nothing matters anyleds then it did a few days ago.

Thinking,
why?
why didn't you...
why didn't you show up.
you should have been here.
But now I know,
the bigger picture of life is about showing up and being there.
-L