Deeply

Walking through the hospital door she goes
With a heartbeat not being slow
Stopped in the middle when her phone
Lit up and saw a message from a boy

"Hey. I love you."
She smiled and continue—
"I miss you too.
I wanna touch you.

"I just wanna say thank you
For loving me for who i am
Thank you
For accepting me again and again.

"I'm sorry for hurting you
Intentional or not—
I still can't afford to lose you.
Thank you for understanding me a lot.

"I wanna feel your hands
Touching mine, ruffling my hair
I wanna hear you say
Those words with your loving stares.

"I wanna kiss your lips
Deep and passionate
Can be rough or soft as hell
I don't care but it'll definitely be great.

"I wanna embrace you at night
Seeing you next to me on bed
As I caress your body and bump our heads
Then you'll blush, what must I regret?

"I wanna chain you to me
Never letting you go or leave
Like I said earlier,
I can't afford to lose you for another.

"I wanna wrap my arms around your waist
Pull you close and softly say:
'I love how you smell
Mind giving me a taste?'

"I love you throughout the years
I love you from those painful tears
I love you from your flaws and underneath
I love you so, so damn deep.

"I love you.
I need you.
I want you.
I only breathe for you.

"This letter is now going to end.
Writing this can't even
Measure the feelings I have
To someone who's precious all around the back."

He heard the footsteps
Panicking, he pulled someone and get
Those lips that aren't for him
And as she opens, she lost it.

『I fell on my knees
As I read this long sweet message
As I watch you
Kissing somebody else.』

「I felt my heart shattered
As I see her crying silently and runs.
Now it's easier to be gone
Knowing she'll hate me for what I've done.」