let me sleep forever

in #poem7 years ago

everyday is a pain for me
everyday im praying for strength
everyday im searching for hope
everyday my own mind is killing me

everyday i see you
and you dont care
everyday i hear you laughing
as if you never hurted me

i am feeling tired
i am feeling weak
i feel like i want to rest
sleep forever...

if one day you wont see me smile
will you make me smile again?
if one day you wont hear my voice?
will you call me?
if one day you wont see me
will you look for me?
if one day you wont hear anything from me
will you miss me?
if one day i wont wake up
will you cry?

i just want to sleep forever
its becoming my obsession
i cant stop thinking of it
that if i sleep
i wont be a burden anymore

no more pain
no more tears
no more sadness
my mind says
its the best solution....

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@hobbok, I pray that this phase will pass.
You are stronger than you think you are.
This will pass, just stay strong.

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