Self Hate #2

How is it conceivable...

To loathe yourself as much as I do?

To look down at yourself,

Also, soften out up tears on account of what you see.

Also, there's nothing you can do about it,

Be that as it may, endeavor to change,

Also, be some individual you aren't.

Attempt to be a similar individual,

With an alternate shell,

What's more, be great.

How might you abhor yourself to the point you need to dispose of yourself,

Or then again to the point that you cut and wound,

What's more, starve.

How might you loathe yourself as much as I do?

How can one be glad?