The taste is still there

Immersed in daydreams
Sweep away the delusion
Eliminate a hope
Strong touching awareness
...
I will never forget
Sharp eyes
That makes me fall asleep
Interpret a love
...
This taste never dies
Although tlah hurt
And I do not want to care
If you do not want to understand

If only you would be happy
End everything ...
Never forget the taste
If I ever existed.