Aaahwww Thank you @carlgnash, I know the creative spark will come again, but it can take a long time before it does. It's hard to find the light in the dark these days. At the moment I feel more like I am fighting to survive, and get through every day without being lost in worrying. However, I will continue to do my best to seek and enjoy as much distraction as possible. Unfortunately, I can not change the situation right away ... I wish I could! But I can make sure that I do not go under myself. XXX