Wow! that sad @kommienezuspadt! Have you lost the support of the wacom and can not edit with your iPad? It's a terrible situation that you're going through, if I think many times we make mistakes that maybe we did not think it would bring greater consequences, but somehow it can be fixed, it has to.

My computer sometimes goes crazy because it is not as powerful as I would like and having open Ps, recording and having the tablet makes it a little crazy and I have to be in the same as you, it is annoying that because I can not work comfortably, many times I lose what I did and I have to start over again ...; (

Sensual photos, every photo session you make must be exciting, the emotion you feel when you can photograph and show in each photo a little story. You do a great job! Beautiful models always!

PS: You have not screwed it up, well, not intentionally ..! do not blame yourself so much I hope you can solve everything ...

Regards!