Hello, @cynetyc, reading your post, I rescue this part where you say
(The most important thing I feel in my soul is that I grew a little more as a person and now I can see things more clearly).
It is important that we realize that we can moderate our life a little or a lot and grow as people.
Happy Sunday.
Thank you so very much @martha75 !
I am very happy that I can spend my holidays with my family.