Hi @peter-parker.
I see that she is dedicated and strives to do things well. But in his persive face that wants to improve himself, to do something that he really loves.
I believe that everyone is free to decide what to do in their life.
But at the same time you have to think what effect they will have on others. Especially to the relatives.
And my next chapter in my life is to become a better artist.
Learn to speak English and be a whale in steemit, hahaha.