I can’t not create. I have loved to create fantasy images since I was a child. I drew myself and all my friends as fairies, I used every medium I got my hands on...even becoming a preteen and my mom bought me my first makeup kit... I used it to make weird smudged art instead of on my face 😂. It makes perfect sense to anyone that’s known me since I was little that I do the work I do now. My motivation is very internal and I guess that’s why I have not let it slip away. But yes, I see so many people just drop their art. Living an artistic life takes some grit.