Vain 1

 I need a closure. I need a closure so bad. I think I might have finally gotten myself back. it’s crazy because it didn’t feel like I  was in love when we were together. Then you walked away , the feeling of emptiness starts to sink in. i’m not sure if it was because of the lack of company or the lack of YOUR COMPANY or maybe it was a little bit of both. how do you ask for closure with someone you were never together to begin with? 

How do you ask them if they felt the same way when the thought of it probably never even crossed their mind in the first place? i don’t even think what i’m feeling right now is love, but i can’t quite explain the feeling of emptiness without you being around.