Hiding Myself

sometimes it too much for me to understand anything. I think and think but have no answer and at the end i have already lost my question too...i even know how hard it is sometimes for everyone you look around too...but even then i am so self illused in my own world that i cant come out of the door I am in...becoming senseless, emotionless and hollow from inside i feel like hiding myself inside the darkest place i have never known.