Please, Think about This:
Is there something, you would love to be able to do?
Is there a version of you, which you would love to become?
Is there something you would love to achieve, something that seems maybe ridiculous, frightening or unrealistic, but something that excites you?
** If not, find it.**
If yes, fuck fear, fuck peoples opinions, fuck the situation you are in and start the game.
Conjure up a gameplan, figure out what you need to do to win and most importantly, enjoy the play and never stop, even if you feel like loosing. Taking a lesson from loosing only makes you better at playing. You only loose, if you stop playing.
So, What's your game?