Asked me those questions about a year ago after constant stress asking me what to do in life (I'm a 24 year old student btw). Basically came to the conclusion not to stress myself that much I do not need the pressure. After coming clear with myself about that I even got more done since I realized I get things much slower done when I'm stressed. Now I'm doing better at university and still got a bunch of free time to follow my hobbies and meet with friends.