yes and we must also beware of re-defining terms and having language control us:

a conspiracy is two or more people plotting to commit evil.

a theory is a proposition, which may be true or not.

i see this linguistic confusion all the time, it shows the efficacy of those who control what gets published at utilising the basic priniciples laid down by bernays nearly a century ago now.

is there a conspiracy to rule the world? absolutely, and anyone who wants to can research the mountains of evidence, written, built and historically factual for themselves; or just one look at the corruption and injustice of the world and realising no one with good intentions can possibly be in charge of all this.

of course, the deeper you go, the more your old self seems boring, because it was living a lie, often having to lie, because it is forced to by the world it finds itself in. once woken up from this, it's like neo in his pod - mind blown, and of course you cannot go back to not knowing.

hope this makes some kind of sense, peace.