Have you heard the song "In the End"? by linking park. after i heard that song i really don't understand what it means, until i repeated the song 100 times and there you go, it wakes the hell out of me about life, consciousness, enlightenment, whatever we call it, Though it made me miserable thinking about life in a higher perspective, and it made me became more curious about life, until i learned to a point that the reality around us is just the ideas and influence of the people that makes the world, now i'm thinking what kind of idea i could plant before i die, because our idea itself is immortal.