I do not belong to the school ofthought of " the end justifies the means ". I am particular about the means to which you arrive at your end. No matter what you do as long as you don't steal or defraud people, it is a worthwhile venture to put
food on the table. A lot of people refused to get dirty because of the opinions of myopic few. If you care not to mind what people say, you will be able to get your hands dirty to make ends meet. Little drops of water make a mighty ocean. A giant step begins with a leap. Start
something, no matter how little, the Lord will make it great for you. Keep pushing on and you will surely get there. My encouragement is that you do it right. Follow due process to achieve your dream . Your situation may seem hopeless to you but be thankful for the gift of life.