Steemit pressing and dynamics

I am here for a long time and I try to write a blog post on daily basis and trying to be regular in that, somehow I manage to do it. I'm surprised myself and soon it will be two years.
I am journalist and video producer and it sounds like an easy job for someone with this profession, but it isn't.

English is not my native language, I have never written so much before,(tv journalist) I have never communicated with so many people through social networks, the crypto world has until recently been a complete unknown to me. and still, I am here and write posts. What is in Steemith that holds me?

Today is three days since my last post and I feel like it is a long time, I simply have no inspiration, It seems to me that I have exhausted all the topics, as if everything had already been said.
At the same time, I feel the pressure and the obligation to write something, to at least say Hi,

I do not know if this is a dependence on this platform or I just love being here. I want to enjoy every single moment here and not be under pressure.
In any case, until I get inspiration for good articles I will reduce the number of posts and my presence.
This does not mean that I do not love you all and that I'm not here for you.

So Big Hi from me!!