You know what really burns me up, and keeps me awake all night? That one thing that weighs upon my being like a stone on a string, tethering me to all the horrible, horrible things that I see in the world?
It's just one thing:
Above all else, this has to stop. Nothing destroys the spirit more than this type of child abuse. It shall not be accepted as a sexual orientation, nor shall it EVER be accepted as legal or permissible.
There is a vast difference between sexual orientation and pedophilia. One is victimless, and is (usually) consensual. The other involves an innocent who has no idea what is happening to them; but it still affects them on an energetic level, causing aberrations in the psyche. The aberrations can manifest as multiple personality disorders or dissociative disorders. The psychologists of MK Ultra (before it was supposedly dismantled or halted - but guess what it really wasn't) sought out individuals with MPD to be used in their experiments of mind control.
MPD can also be caused by severe physical abuse, but it manifests more often in cases of sexual abuse or a combination thereof.
I am a survivor of severe physical abuse and I cannot fully imagine what sexual abuse does to a child inside their own mind, I can only see its effects on the outside, and in the behavior.