By the way I don't use "zombie" in a derogatory way, I was one, in some areas I am probably still one although I don't know it yet, and I love how you never actually reach the bottom of the rabbit hole, once you think you know everything, the ground opens up under your feet and new truths appear. Brainwashing is not under our conscious control. It takes a miraculous series of interventions to start breaking the programming, and deprogramming is not fun.