The pain I bear

From childhood I have faced various shades of pain. Those painful hugs I observed during my childhood still haunts me. Sometimes when I close my eyes ,I feel like the darkness of pain will grab me. I was in want of love always. But I used to like to love people more. I always wanted to make some friends who will be in my heart always with whom I can share the stories of my broken heart. Whenever I thought that I got some friends to be with me, they broke my trust every time. Why guys? I trusted you and you gave me a lot of pain. I already had so much but you guys made it worst. From today I will never make any friend and I will never trust anyone because my trust got broken like a shattered piece of glass which was beautiful once............I had so much to say but the tears didn't stop.