Dear Diary: I Can Feel The Intense Heat Of The Weather Now, If Only I Can Go For A Vacation

It is awfully humid now and it will be at its peak a few minutes from now as it is past 1:00 o'clock already. I am not sweating profusely but maybe I will soon enough and my neck is just dripping with sweat.

I cannot watch movies at this time because I only watch them when I am comfortable usually during night time or raining but to watch movies in these uncomfortably drizzling with humidity conditions is not truly a good idea for me and I just sometimes take a nap when I feek sleep as there is really nothing for me to do.

I wish that i could go to the nearest river to swim or fish but I just cannot do that because of my disability which lament for the reason I am tied to my hands with I can and cannot do. I am like a prisoner without a prison cell and you could just imagine being unable to do most things in my life is a deep frustration in itself.

It is a great time to go for a vacation at this instance. If I were just able I could go visit my relatives down south n their province. The family in my mother's side really s very humble and accommodating people. Sadly I never had the chance to spend time with my cousins and relatives down in their province.

I remember going for a vacation for four long months in my grandmother's home where my Aunt, her daughter, and five of my cousins resides, plus others at my Uncle's home, my relatives from my father's side of the family. My reason for wanting to be with them is that I want to just be with them because I thought I was going to die soon.

Because during those years I am already showing signs of an impending kidney failure. The year that I also abruptly stopped going to college because I can't cope anymore physically and it affects my studies so I stopped. I hope that I would get sleepy this afternoon and sleep the whole hot day away.

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