Day 862 (Daily Post)
Day 862. Today is getting off to a rather slow start and I am just fine with that especially since yesterday when I finished with a two week crafting bender where I put in just shy of eighty hours working on dreamcatchers. So between that, my time spent writing each day, doing my routine chores and mowing the 'yard'...my brain is in slow motion after all the mind numbing repetition.
Fortunately all my recent activities have left me feeling rather serene and as always making the crafts was extremely soothing overall which was something that I definitely needed.
Sometimes I really wonder about the validity of spending so much time routinely writing things out and creating other media. Aside from the therapeutic value I guess that I just like it that folks enjoy the stuff that I share. Lately though I think that the whole 'circling the drain' about moving sort of sucks but alas it is what is 'going on' and the massive impact (disruption) it is having upon my life means that there is a lot of 'surface area' to explore. That exploration has lead me to believe that the 'size' of the thing is much like an iceberg bobbing up and down in the water and although I know it is large...It might also be pretty fucking enormous so I just look at what I can see of it and gauge the size and shape the best that I can whilst avoiding crashing into it.
In other words I guess that I am dealing with it all the best that I can and doing everything that I can to just keep plugging along looking for solutions that do not land me back in a spot where I am facing all this upheaval again.
Well I almost avoided writing about having to move. I think that it is becoming my new cue to stop writing and do something else with my time.