This story is breathtaking! What a whirlwind! I can relate a lot to the studiousness and work early on in life and the pain of long hours and long commutes. I never considered myself a great student but I was encouraged into college courses in high school which lead me to working in much of my spare time from high school throughout college. I often wondered if all that hard work was really worth it when I feel like I missed out on some of my youth but looking back now I learn so much from my experiences.

I really think its interesting and unique how dynamic your path has been. I think it must make you stronger and more ready for changes later in your life. My path was not as varied earlier in my life and I clung to the direction I had chosen to go, and didn't question whether it was good for me or if other options might be better. It made it harder later in life to confront larger changes. I think the pain and challenges you went through must give you great strength and adaptability for the rest of your life!

I am excited to see where this story leads and where your childhood dream of faeries and hobbit homes leads you!