Nonexistent Past

There's a theory who says what the past doesn't exist, but why do you feel so bad when remember non-existent facts???, it's a curiosity, the world need explanations... But there's not, there's not left anything as it's already happened, incredible, is it?, the past is a dagger who kill you slowly and you don't find exit, you think the success will heal everything but it's not, despite all, the future tells you truth, THE PAST DOESN'T EXIST, you are quiet, but inside of you the Nonexistent Past kill you it just lives in your mind and it provokes too many consequences but it doesn't matter, it doesn't exist, so simple, you haven't choice and you've to go ahead, it's painful as if it doesn't mind all suffering you passed but the life will always surprise you you cannot change nothing... It happens time and you've noticed that your friends are hypocrits, they really hate you and they didn't never want look you progressing, sad, is it?, you only long a better future for you and you've noticed what your world is with the least thought person fill be in your life, whether you want or you don't want and there's not change left, it's necessary for your happiness... Pityfully, woefully... But he/she makes you so happy, too happy that you think you don't never deserve him/her, the future has got better things for you, you'll meet the best friends of your lafie, lot, what you'll believe in god, your effort will give you more and more what you want, and you'll meet better persons in your life who will sustitute your fathers, and you'll meet and belong to a family who undersatnd your Way Being... You've just wait...