@delishtreats thanks so much and it is SO true. I want to do many styles and I have far too many ideas for one, so I do more and then feel more pulled in many directions.

I Love my b/w and funny you should mention meditation as in many ways my b/w are a sort of meditative state for myself. I have thought of just going b/w for awhile, but then I LOVE colour so much and playing with colour, so then back to square one.

I think once I have a good 'talk with myself' maybe I can better focus.