NSFW NOTICE: Do not read this post if you are offended by sex or nudity. I'm aware this blog could be posted without pornographic content. However sharing affiliate links to my work is one of my main passive income streams. So since focusing my efforts on Steemit, I would like to see if our uncensored community accepts this aspect of my life. I do not feel it is necessary to illustrate all my posts with "explicit" content. However I understand it is my freedom to do so as I wish; as it is yours to view as you wish. This post is clearly marked as NSFW in both the title and first tag. Should you still feel to flag please accompany with an explanation in the comments so that we may be clear to learn and grow. Thank you.

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For The Love Of Porn: Behind the Scenes Stories

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One of the first companies I loved working with on a regular basis was www.clubsandy.com. Sandy and Andrew have since became personal friends and we've stayed close all these years. We've been through a lot since those days, the highs and lows of life in the industry, moving to the states around the same time and facing the many challenges of making it out there.

So it's fun going back to '08 with you all as we drive to Brno, Czech Republic. This was our first trip as a team and I was still quite new in the business. I was looking forward to revisiting since I had lived in Prague for a year before Budapest and had met so many gorgeous women there. Back then the Euro-porn scene was like a Bohemian Heaven on Earth, one where I was often outnumbered by Angels. Of course any chance I had to vlog was my duty to share the adventures with my friends online.

Today I was with Cindy Dollar, we knew each other from encounters at the DSO club in Prague. I was on contract with Eromaxx when I lived there and those parties were a lot of fun, I mean of course right? I performed at almost every orgy they organized through 2007-09 and I'll post some backstage vlogs from that soon. Anyway this was our first 1-on-1 encounter together and her shyness plus my awkwardness was quite obvious. Back then no one was vlogging, I always felt weird sticking my thing in peoples faces. Carla Cox on the other hand, the third girl in this vlog didn't mind at all, she loves being on camera.

People often ask Jamie and I about these labels like polyamory, open-relationships and swinging. To us it's really quite simple however there seems to be a lot of curiosity about how we came from porn to arrive in unconditional love. I feel it can be an interesting topic and one that's ever evolving, perhaps too expansive for a single post though? I'll do my best to elaborate on some of our perspectives as we move through these blogs, though for me the basis of freedom is perhaps our best éntree to the main discussion.

I fell in love with porn, or more accurately porn people because of our freedom. I know the sex and money is a dream come true for many people, however what was most important to me was the lifestyle. I'm passionate about genuine loving relationships and connecting with like hearts. Perhaps hedonism helped guide me to porn as a natural progression, though for me sexual liberation is something close to igniting the soul. I could never suppress or deny it, not for myself, nor partners or anyone. What I feel people don't realize about this life is that it's very honest.

"When you live honestly with yourself and others in the world, life turns out to be a lot of fun! More so it is empowering to feel truly free, to love openly and to be an expression of sexuality. That's my truth." - Keni

I feel when you have sex with someone, even if you don't speak the same language like Nataly and I. Even if there's no deeply meaningful love making, there's always emotional content. Sexual energy is unavoidable even if we attempt to hide it, it will still be felt and perhaps even more so. When we come together we're exposing who we really are, we're naked in so many ways. When we feel an undeniable spark we are all free to embrace it and harmonize within these intimate moments if we chose. When we allow it to be, it can become simply beautiful to see/feel/know each other in a totally open and mutually respectful way.

As we choose to enjoy each other and attract more moments together, we naturally build a respectful relationship based on trust and communication. In my opinion this allows energy for much more attraction and much less tension. Much fewer unspoken, unexpressed and unknowing seeds of jealousy or envy. Simply flowing and being honest, we may go out, dance with whoever, come home together and even with friends. Our connection is not threatened whether we have sex or not and to me this feels much more honest. The potential to share sacredness exist in every interaction when love is real, there is no fear of one love not being enough. Be life in this, to be the love and beloved. Love is abundant, infinite and unconditional.. and sex is one amazing way of experiencing it.

Perhaps these unspoken issues are why so many people are drawn to watch us/others/porn? I don't really know because after these years and all the challenging events in my life, I guess somewhere along the way I learned to simply follow the joy. Sure sex is one of our strongest desires and combined with love it lifts, heals, unites and enlightens. Yet it's one aspect of our being that so many misuse, deny and restrict. Many people have made a huge deal about promiscuity and perhaps if it were more widely accepted as part of our nature we'd live in a very different world.

For sure it would be a happier, more accepting and multi-orgasmic place! Now let's see what happens when I hit post..

Wholeness.

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