The challenge of a feeling

Many times I focus on someone else's pain
Oblivious to my own emotions
Far from what my reality was
So many times I thought at that moment
I never realized what price I paid

Now that I'm awake I feel strange
Now that I'm alive I feel like I'm strange
Now I don't miss those people
I'm just behind what I want to achieve
I'm behind what I want to achieve

I feel my body alive
I feel that when I sleep with people
It's just a moment that I enjoy
It's just a moment that I live
Just stop being a memory

It's an instant that we live ...