ParadoX

My name is X. I would like to introduce myself as a confused guy. I am really confused about everything right now . Why ?
I am in a double bind. I always hear contrasting opinions. Everything is right and everything is wrong from some perspective. I try to find the best one for me , not realizing that there is no right one. So you see , when I try to find the right perspective ,I get lost in thoughts. When I don't try to find one then I do not realize what is wrong or right so , I do not get the point of remembering anything . So I started losing my memory, now I do not remember past experience much. I become vacant or spontaneous .