The Night I Lost My Virginity

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It was a hot summer night in July of 2012, I had graduated high just over two years ago, and had recently started driving, which gave me more freedom than what I was used to, I was trying to find my path in what career I wanted to pursue, since I didn't go anywhere after high school and was really bummed out, on top of that, I was never good with girls. Hormones, biology, or whatever are so wired into use (maybe some more than others), that It was dwelling on me that at the age of 20 (almost 21) I was still a virgin. It was really bringing my confidence down and it was all I thought about, maybe something was wrong with me, maybe I just didn't care enough, but no how could that be. I have always loved girls and sex, but would catch myself thinking that I "did not need a girl, I can take care of myself by just watching porn" but it wasn't enough (pretty much had a had a porn addiction since I was 12). I just had to wait longer I thought, for the perfect girl, foolishly I could have thought this and waited. Luckily I came to my senses, and figured that maybe I would have to wait around 5 more years to find that person. Or maybe I would have to stop being so nice, and break the law....