That's very gracious of you to be so understanding. And unfortunately, it is almost certain he is going to rejoinour Creator at the Source. And I am glad for him in that aspect. However to watch him suffer in the way he does kills me. He is suffering from some form of auto immune disease that despite all the specialists that he has seen, they can't figure out. He routinely goes blind and paralyzed for hours to days at a time. They thought it was devics disease and transverse myelitis and we're treating it as such. Only for them to find out later that they were wrong and that the medicine was making it worse and adding new symptoms and concerns. He owns his own construction business and goes to work every single day he is not sick. And then there is his wife and 3 year son, beautiful people who are by his side as he suffers. It is his suffering as he fights to stay alive for his family, and then the families suffering itself that is the part that tears my heart to pieces. He is currently waiting on a spot in The Mayo Clinic if he can make it long enough to to in. I don't say all this to be a bummer. I am glad he will be with our Creator soon, if that is his path. He will soon know only love and complete peace and freedom from his pain.
Once again thanks for your understanding and compassion. Should you ever need anything please let me know. If I can help, I will. I wish you the best and I hope to continue to see you around friend.