"Didn't have time." Yes, I've heard that one several times. We sound like we may be a couple of peas in the same pod. It's so painful. The only thing that kept me going through during all of my hard times, was that I just kept thinking that one day my kids would know the real truth. It seemed like a lifetime, but my oldest daughter has finally reached that point. And let me tell you it feels so great. She has grown and matured, and understands now the truths of me and her mother's relationship. I am here for you friend, not just as a voice to say I understand. But as of never caring friend who has felt your pain and if more than willing to help share your load in any way I can. I know that there is some way that we can talk in Discord and I think it's private. I don't know how to do it yet, but I'm trying to figure it out. The reason I say this is because I would like for you to have a way to communicate with me should you ever want to that won't be seen publicly. It's just that I know how bad it hurts and how difficult it can be and how much it can matter to have as many people around that understand as possible. And I will also say, because obviously we barely know each other, if you're not comfortable talking to me I completely understand. But I am here for you and I do love you and all of your family. So if you should need me please never hesitate to reach out.