Dear Irene,

Just wanted to let you know that after years of trying, I finally received a contact number for you. The phone number was listed in Santa Barbra, CA. This made me feel a little bit better; Santa Barbra is such a beautiful place. But then I called the number and an older sounding man answered. He was not happy hearing from me. I told him I was your sister and that I was trying to get in touch with you. Clearly this made him very upset. 'God damn it, don't you ever call here again !' Click, the phone went dead.

They all tell me, you dont want to be found. They say its been over 15years now, and no Irene. You and your wonder lust. Always disapearing for months on end. Sonetimes not even telling anyone your leaving or how long your gone. But you always call and you always write when youre away. I wish you would call or write me now.

I miss you and I pray you'll see this post.

Your Baby Sister,
Rachel