i read them both! I have so many vegan friends here and I get inspired by them. In the end, with all my mental preparation, I couldn't kill that animal myself... If you are curious, u can find the part 2 of the story somewhere here (between some nocturnal thoughts https://steemit.com/philosophy/@purplemoon/inner-peace-within-body-and-mind-meditation-plant-medicine-human-design-mind-as-a-best-friend-moral-questions-two-chicks-being) :) xx