Psychedelics are fantastic at presenting themselves at the right time.. Tripping while in active addiction is a recipe for bad bad things.. Doors will also not be opened if you're not at the right place in your mind, body, soul to walk through them.. Don't force the issue and it's not a formula for everyone, if you've found stability through a bit of weed great! If some psychedelic cross your path please dm me or someone you trust to discuss the situation..

gawd thinking of hard makes me cringe..

Good on ya mate and keep believing in the possible..