God bless you with happiness and health and peace always. So touched by your story and how you fought it and came back strong. God always helps those who help themselves. I understand this as I too fought the black hole after my dad passed away when I was just 20 and it took years to feel better and come back to life. Even now, I miss him but I know he is with God and blessed me and that is why I am on steemit. Thanks to the great souls here
sorry for making it long.