What a motivating story of your life as usual. So I always enjoy to read your post such like your wonderful achievements and golden life events. I am extremely inspired and touched by the inspiring writing which you’ve posted.
I would personally thank you for your wonderful inspiring thoughts to share with steemit community.

One thing I want to suggest you that believe in yourself and all that you are and know that there is something inside you that is greater than obstacles(failures) that you faced in your past because every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve one’s condition. These obstacles are testing your emotional mettle and you are totally good at this test and this is your great achievement in my point of view.

so bro @ilyastarar keep on trying because you are getting all in future which you are hoping to achieve further. Best wishes...