I introduce myself

A fake smile
A fake happiness
Joy too high
High like mt.everest

I showed them tears
while laughing
I told them jokes.
I'm just Pretending

Pretending that im strong
Saying im holding on
But in these words
I'll tell you the story.
i cant stand no more

Iam burden in sorrow
I don't look at tomorrow
Yes im full of love
Yet iam a fool in life
In pain iam drunk
I think i had enough
I wont say goodbye
When the sunrise
Ill stay at night

Can't tell you the reason
Cause to many of them
Theyre confusing me
Dont want anyone to look and see
That the reality is destroying me.

I lose hope
And cant find another one
In this heat
Im
melting now