This is so nice of you @abhaya504, I have visited that dark place many times, I am doing well at the minute but life has it's ups and downs. I have always tried to do the best I can but sometimes it doesn't seem like it is good enough.
I don't plan on getting any more star tattoos, the ones I have are enough, I have a great doctor now that watches over me on a regular basis and has said that in the last year and a half I have come on leaps and bounds.

Thank you for the offer to chat with you when I feel like this, it is so nice of you to offer, I may take you up on it at some point because who knows what the future holds.