At the moment steemit distracts me most. I have the same mixed feeling like you. On one hand steemit opens up to the world and gets me inspired, on the other hand in a more contemplative moment I am thinking, what I am doing here, wasting my time on the screen. As if my virtual life becomes more important than my "real" life. Still not sure how i will solve that dilemma.
Your music is well done, however it makes me even more confused.