It is really sad to hear these kind of stories, the thing is that we should never judge people that have decided to go this way as we will never know what was certainly going through their heads at that time. The sure thing is that suicide is not the answer, if you're thinking about suicide remember there is always, listen to me: always, someone who cares about you out there and you are for sure a beloved son of God. Don't stay alone, talk to someone about it, Seek Help. Blessings.