So much better dude!!!

There are some minor things you could improve by hitting "edit" underneath your post: correcting spaces between words and sentences, if you wish to do so - you have 7 days to make all changes before your article becomes "locked in" forever... but that is not as important as writing from the heart like you have done here.

Self confidence is the key to so many things. I feel one can not learn it theoretically, but your article certainly helps to dare move in that direction for all those who feel they lack self-confidence.

Great job @rockyhandsome!