Lovely post. I think it's going to take me awhile to figure out how to be vulnerable tho. For all my life I never have quite fit in anywhere especially in any given group or anything social. I'm a loner, a drifter, a creep (Radiohead), what the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here. Still I Steem, still I write, still I read. I've been called so many names and given so many titles I'm not even sure who I am anymore. I am root. Planted in the seeds of my own destruction, misunderstood by my inability to choose. But for this posting I will endeavor to be more vulnerable and perhaps find some real meaning to life in general. Blessed be.