I like this part
"When you fail you blame the devil"
The truth of the matter is that we are to be blamed for everything going wrong, we are to blame ourselves for everything, as a matter of fact ignorance is the devil, you failed be you were ignorant. And about being yourself, you cannot be good at 100meters and decide to run marathon, everyone has thier track and knows where they are heading to, when you try to be like someone you gas out on the way and one the harm is done you've missed it.
So persons just gats understand this