Life

Ten years ago was diagnosed with Multiple sclerosis.
I thought my life was over as I knew how devastated the illness could be.
I remember to have cried for days and thinking that it is I am in a wheelchair or soon to be bed ridden
or even worse dying.
After a first year with up and down I was given the chance of injecting myself a drug that was supposed
to make me better or slowing down the episodes that was affecting my day to day life.
I took a chance even after reading the kind of side effect with that specific drug ie: Avonex
Flu symptoms, aches all over, feeling ill for a full week end and that every single Friday evening until Monday morning.
being snappy , bad mood and impatience was part of it too.
The rest of the week just recuperating to start again on Friday evening.
I looked like a ghost and was becoming depressed.
That was supposed to make me better or not.