Dude, I followed your chat with people like markymark and others, where you both said people can't have nice things because of sxii, me and others abusing a strategy that was working at the time and also said things like finally it crashed when people lost 100's of steem. I'm not mad about the spare change of the 150 steem I lost, I earn more than that in a single day, but I just don't like people talking shit behind someone's back and then acting nice when talking to them, that's just hideous.

Also the whole situation with you congratulating people winning 400+ steem of the casino and then cry about me being up 60 steem for a day (and maybe 2-3 other people) is just ridiculous :D

In hindsight I'm sorry for insulting you, but behaviour like yours just makes me mad, not even the loss of something (which maybe also makes me a little mad, because I usually never gamble, just invest into things or maybe speculate).

And I also once was not having a fulfilling real life with spending too much time in front of the PC and being awkward at socializing, but going out there and trying usually is the best way to change things. Wish you good luck on your journeys, but maybe try to also think about your behaviour :)