Wow, what a disturbing and terrible experience that must have been for you! It really pisses me off to see how young girls are taken advantage of in this industry. There was a time in my teens when I wanted to be a fashion model more than anything but my dreams got crushed as a result of the sexual abuse I experienced from my father. He used that dream as a weapon against me (long story). As horrible as that was, however, I doubt that it would have been a pleasant experience had I continued pursuing modeling as a career.